Solar Return

REST, PEACE, & JOY!

Made a wish that this will last forever!

A lot of folks see pictures but never really understand the life journey that’s behind the pictures. They see beauty but not the battle scars. There isn’t enough time to tell you the amount of hurdles that I’ve been through and still navigating. However I stead fast in God and lead with trust, vulnerability, and love.

I allow myself to experience my pain and hurt. I work through it. I cry through it. At one point it got the best of me. I suffocated my pain with food and try to numb my emotions because I didn’t have the language to communicate how I was feeling and communicate to those that were hurting me that I was hurt by their actions, their behavior, etc.

Liberation is not just something that is granted sometimes it is about doing work to create it. The new quest that I have been on is communicating what my requirements are in all forms of relationships. As a Black woman it is sometimes hard to open up that throat chakra and communicate your needs when you know that your boundaries my hurt others. It is also hard to open up and communicate because often times folks will hear you as the angry black woman. And if you’re at subdue then people try to prey on your kindness or your quietness. Setting boundaries can also end a relationship. I have ended several from a self preservation and love state of mind.

As as I walk into my solar return I am committed to loving myself beyond the norm and beyond the bed. I offer myself three pillars of love which are loving God, loving me wholeheartedly, and loving others in ways that does not take away from the essence of me.

Sponsored by the many shades of Nala Simone Toussaint lol

Thank you all for the birthday Wishes! Your energy your presence and permission were received. Thank you for the affirmation. Thank you for affirming that I deserve, require, and need rest. I allow you to use me as an inspiration.